Sunday, November 28, 2004



ooo.bye and take caree! to those going church campp.hahas.yeahs.im not going this yr.
so sadd.sigh~ feel so weirdd.sigh againn~ lols.aiyaa.anyway.sun was ok larhs.
dan played the piano for main service.end up teens worship no one play.
most of the yfers not going for teens liaos.sickening lorr.those younger
ones.just so darn..irritating.i was trying to help to gif the hymn books.
we got lots of it.just enough for everyone.wads the prob of taking onr per
person? wads so nice abt sharing hymn books with others? they dun sing like that lorr.crapp.how i hate that guy.wad a jerkk.so darn irritated.complained to
my dad just now.that girl also one kindd.so dao for wad? spoilt kidd.
didnt noe her mum also like that.wads wrong with ppl studying in NA stream?
we're freaks arh? my mum also notice.i tot she was a nice ladyy.end up.im just darn pissed larhs.arghhh.sickening pig.anyway.i wont be going for
teens worship anymore.i'll just help out.i guess.well.ben if u're reading this.
hahas.u better not say me.like wad u said this morningg arhs.and u still owe me a
testimonial.log into ur friendster larhs! lols.

mann.going thailand soon.hahas.ohh.poor dan.auntie beng suat wans him to go
thailand too.before going NS.thats wad i heard from my mum.wadevaa ah wadevaa.
byebyes.im going slp. (:

Saturday, November 27, 2004



tada.im backk.hahas.hais.nth muchh.church camp next week.means not many ppl onlinee.hurhurs.going shopping on wed.with fernny. (: yeoyeo will be taking us next yr.yeahs! so happy.but we might be reshuffled to another class.im scaredd.sighh.kenneth's out of town.in cambodia for mission trip.hahas.must pray fer himm.yas.

hmmm.band was nice on yesterday.sir rocks.he made jokes.i meann..on stephanie.ahem.hahas.cant stand it larhss.darnn.our set piece is here.starting to practice on it.well..sound quite nicee.besides our ahemm.terrible playing? hahas.hais.im glad sir noes im trying my best to blow superr loudd here.pheww.he asked huimin to blow alone.wahahahas.well.she's blowing louderr! yeahs! thankew sirr.but hors.later she go soft im deadd.gotta drill her.hahas.im evilll.muah ahahahas.yaa.i love into the joy of springgg.yeshh yeshh.sir made us memorise one part of the piece.clarinet and flutes..gotta remember all the fast notes.haiss.porr things. =X

oh.helped my mum chose her blouse and skirtt. (: now she's out for dinnerr with her sch.oinkk.yaa.mum bought clothes for me againn. 3 pieces ; 57 bucks.lol.sigh.i hate maplestory.hurhurs.uninstall and install again.also no usee.still got error.so fed-up.darns.ok larhs.i go watch scooby-doo showw.hahas.tatas.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

ear candyy x.BLUE.X [curtains fall]

hello hello.my cough is getting bad to worsee.at least my flu isnt bugging me noww.(: changed my layoutt.i find it nicee.except the pic.blurry.and leandra's face is big.i noe oli is bigger.hahas.okkk.

going to the gym later on.with kl and georgee.oh.yesterday's tuition rocks.we only touched on one qns.the rest of the time we were all laughingg.stupid marc and benghong made stupids jokes.goshh.laughed too hard till my stomch cramp.even mr tan laughedd.hahas.cute la he.hahas.rite.kaibing went for camp.sighh.she didnt get to hear the jokes.hahas.cant stand it larhs.

fri got band.whoo hoooo.finally.must remember.i scared.i'll go out on that day.hahas.short term memory wad.hmm.ok.nthh elsee.ciaos.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004


sickening.stayed up late yesterday just to wait for MS to finish downloadingg.thenn.when its done.poof! got error.feel like screaming my head off.noww..downloading againn.i dunno.patcher couldnt work.sad larhs.oh well.just have to wait.and waitttttt.yeahss.my poor bro stayed up wib me.hahas.so we wrote testimonials for each otherr.

hmmm.went out yesterday.study? nahs.ended up reading the mags.again.hais.then walk walk.go gymm wib kl.rite.at first wasnt that gd.cos i rolled off the track mill.hahas.fineeeeee.i felt so dumb and andd andddd....pathetic.hahas.ok larhss.darn it.i need new track shoes my mum are too small.lols.

ohh.update.went to shopp.then i saww edmund and his friend.ehh.wad name? i forgot.edmund abit crazy arhs.buai tahann. "u noe im so happy to see u?" hahas.sot lehs.thenn saw my bro /justinn\ in the trainn.so qiao.isnt that cool? he didnt even noe i was there till i msg himm.hahas.blurr blurr onee. =X

hmm.went heeren and walk one big round.then went off to taka.bought christmas pressies for nana family.ahemm! hint hint arhss.hahas.ehhh.bought blue's cd.hahas.OFFICALLY BROKE.thankew.hahas.gd thing my mum gave me money to buy the pressies for nana familyy.lalas.waitingg to go for dinnerr.and off to tuition.think i'll ask mr tan how to do.i seriously dunno lorr.wad locus.oh wadevaa.think im sickk.got flu and coughh.sighh.alrite.g2g le.ciaos.

*happy happy!! he talked to mee! finally.whoo hoooooo* actually cannot be so happy larh rite.oh well. (:

Saturday, November 20, 2004

oink.im bored.so i blogged again.hahas.eh yeahs.gonna go for alex wedding laterr.then go yf.tadaa.oh ya.add my bro in friendsterr.he darn pathetic.only got 3 friends.hahas.must add arhs. esaiastan_96@hotmail.com. (:

tummyachee.hais.tide is high im going on.im gonna be ur number one.hahahaha.atomic kittens.hmmm.interesting.ok.might be cooking for my bro laterr.yumyumm.spagetti.slurp slurppppp.eh okiee.need the toliet like...now.ciaos!

Friday, November 19, 2004

ear candyy. x.nick carterr.x [help me]

yeahhss~ haven been blogging for days.dunno wad happen to blogger.or maybe its my com.oh well.tag board isnt working too.anyway.brought my bro out todayy.wanted to watch shark tale againn.but no time slot.ended up watching the incredibles.gonna watch wif kL on tues too.hahax.nicee! i love jack jackkk! the darn little cutiee babyyy.hahax.hais.went in without drinks and popcornn.cos..lots of ppl larhs.so i went to buy prawn crackers.haha.like so..pathetic.bleahs.

wad else..ooo.olinda is outt.so sadd.y sly in?! y y y ???? he sing very nice mehh.yuckk.taufik still rocks.i lurbee himm! rite alissa? haha.no larhs.jsut jokinn.taufik will winn s'pore idoll. (: eh yeahs.oh.went shopping with alissa yesterdayy.bought blouse and skirtt. 44 bucks.wthh.nvmm.i shall not spend money on clothes liaos.hahax.i hopee.wad i need now is heels.heels!! then after thatt.meet my parents.and ate at bagus.nicee! they haf cards.scann it and stuffs like that larhs.big serving.cool larhs.but ex.hahax.okies.ciaos then, (:

Wednesday, November 17, 2004


hais.seriously speaking.i was really depressed yesterday lorr.just beocs of that matter.hais.how long will it take if we leave it all to God.i cant tahan for long.so or later im gonna burst infront and pour everything out infront of that person.arghhh.these things are troubling me.cant say much here.but how i wish i could.things are so darn fake.wanna drown myself in music.to forgot abt things.hahax.ppl drink.im ehh.different.and special.hahax.im repeating avril's song over and over againn.gonna switch it to eminem.yeahs.sing for the moment againn.whoo hoo.nightmares.hais.true.so scary.when i dream.hahax.abt that person arhs. (: oww.headache.i really dislike ppl who flirt when they haf their own love ones lorr.haiss. -thinks backk- i didnt flirt when i like this guy last time.haha.gifs a bad impression to him.ya lorr.that im not a bytch.oinkk.reflect reflect..there are loads of stuffs which i seriously dislike lorr.feels like im talking abt myself.bleahs.well.at least i dun go the the extent ritee? im still very nice.hahaa.ok im just joking.

but..ya lorr.im still disgusted by ehh.u noe wad i noe i suppose.haha.i mean can u stand bytchs? haiyo.better stop here.gotta go eh crap.ciaos.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004


here i am sitting infront of the com with my guitar.stuckedd.wanna learn the guitarr.but then
my fingers like stone lat tt.but its different when it comes to playing pianoo lehh.haiss.
anyway.went out to study wib fenn today.watched shark tale.nice showw.so cutee.hahaxx.i like
the prawns.lalax` ok eh.then had tuition just now.i just dun understand y ppl cant quit smoking.
beng hong needs to smokee.even sniff the cigar just now.sott.wads so nice abt smokingg.haiss.
mr tan didnt even wanna teach us liaos.cos stupid marc and beng hong were making loads of noisee
haiyo.i didnt even haf to mood to study too.haiss.

ehh.yeahs.someone teach me guitarr plss~! jeremy and evan noes how to playy liaoss.awww.im so jealous
i wanna learn too.hahax.ok larhs.oh.think i`ll be buying heels tml.got sale.hahax.since my heels
are like...hurting my feet.but i wanna save money to buy clothes for alex weddingg.eh.ritee.
gonna go play the guitar againn.ciaos.

Monday, November 15, 2004

ear candyy*avril lavigne [nobody's homee]

well hey.wad shall i sayy..hmmm.ok.went botanical gardens b4 going for yf.mum's kids are sweet.but kinda irritating.hahax.ask them to call me jie jie.really call.lols.so cutee.saw issac.my bro's friend.who is darn irritating.reminds me of yong fang.aiyo.really look alike lehh.haa.then wadd.kinda boring larhss.this guy called brian was like.i hate walking.i wan to go home.i dun wan to come here again.its disgusting.hahax.pro.walk so slow.janicia..i dunno larh.she cant speak properly i thinkk.hais.anyway.carried my darn heavy bag all the way to church.shoulders hurtingg.super excitedd larhs.then ya.justin cannot pei wo do the ice breakers.then ask kL helpp.playing wacko must haf newspaper de mehh.although using a slping bag is kinda ermm.i dunno.super short larhs.hiya.should haf planned something which everyone can get to noe each other's name better.shitty me.arghhh.pissedd.

all went well i guess.except for some stuffs larhs.cant really speak from my mindd.troubles dangling.i dunno.there are some stuffs which i cant describe heree.i just feel so stupidd.helpless..wads wrong wif me noww.haiss.time out.gotta go.ciao


Friday, November 12, 2004

ooo.listening to santana's smooth.so nicee.*sways* hahax.ok.ermm.ya.will be going bontanical gardens later with pri 2s.aiya.guess i'll end up playing with them.taking pics.lols.they will be doing worksheets.cant they ever change? always worksheets one.i still remember i did the worksheets b4 lorr.when i was there agee..ooooo.so long ago...arhhh.wadevaa ah wadeva.lols.see larh fenn! got it from u.bleahs.okieee.then laterr go church for retreat. *jumps up and down* exciteddd.whoo hooo.games are gonna be so funn.[just korkor].LOL.prepared liaos.interesting lehs.lalalalax.yeahss.but hor.my bag very heavy.sighh.later my shoulders one up one down again.yes againn.lols.maybe even worsee!!! oh noo!! oh wadevaa.singing at ju eng on sat which is ....tml! eh ya.hahax.i got funky stickers.whoo hoo.ahem.gonna stick it on kL's phone.and justin's phone.hahahahaxxx.strictly for my sis and bro only.cos its funky.and thats us. -beams- alah this is crazyy.gotta go liaos.prepare my stuffs.muah hahahahahx.dun miss mi! ehh.only for 2 days..this is crazyy and lame.ciaos! ((:

Friday, November 05, 2004

ear candyy x.SHE.x ((:

hey. (: alrite.im kinda siann.haven been going out for the past 2 weeks.or so.ya.sighh.going to the library to borrow books.cos chris is going to see mdm lee after lunch.she needs to borrow books too.so i kinda tot i play safe and borrowed too.haha.yaa.then after that go see mdm lee lorr. *need to remember to wear sch u* yeshh.tough i noe.gotta meet the P every single month i thinkk.wad chris gets im getting to i thinkk.yeahs.although assuming isnt gd. =P but its for a gd causee.ya soooooooo.got retreat meeting againn? but how come not meeting in churchh? weirdd.oh well.

jude law is so nicee! =X wanna go watch shark tale and princess diaries 2. ((: so excitedd.but i gotta stick to my timetable.sighh.yes i haf timetable for nov and dec.arghh.die lahs.haven start studyingg.will study tonite.haven been watching the champions.awww.wonder wad happen to jiajun and kaixin.i dun bother abt yilin.yuck.wad a bitchh.haha.kaixin so much better.although she likes exposing her ahemm.wadeva! gotta go liaos.ciaos!

Thursday, November 04, 2004

ear candyy x.sarahh conner.x [bouncee]

sighh.yesterday was totally a bad hair day for me.gotta meet the P.blame it on me.y i didnt go earlier? yeahs.ended up meeting mdm lee.great.totally great.i didnt noe she was damn ..... i dunno larhs.ppl can sit down rite.she expect me to stand.no folding of arms.stand straight.i mean.wad the hell lorr.got a shock.no words out from my mouthh.crap larhs.she humiliated me infront of my parents.shitty.ok larhs.im sensitive.so yeahs.i criedd.for like some shit.then after that the mdm lee softenn liaos.talk to me nicely.i mean.cant she talk nicely in the first place? wth.i seriously was v.v. pissed.great lorr.nice yr im sooo dead.im suppose to like show her wad i did for this two months of holis.if not she can drop me and retain.wthh.drop lorr.anyway im suppose to retain anyway.arghhh.gotta face it larhs.i dunno.maybe its better for me? me receiving this treatment instead of others.i dunno.bad.this is sooo badd.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

-sigh- this is crazy.i think im bullshitting in my previous postt.wadeva.there's nth to post anyway lars.im super bored thats all.later need to do maths.gotta set my target for next yr.looked at suying's jc paper yesterday.goshh.its like so difficult lorr.crap.i wonder abt the other jc.since the paper i saw was pjc's. (: so ya.ciaos.