helloo.(: finally the tagboard is working.or..was the tag board working all along.? just that my com is laggin or somethingg..hmmm.oh well.my legs hurt now.mr siah tortue us yesterday.and i went gym today.hahas.self tortuee.hehes.but he`s nicee larhs.we like him. (x

sighh.i forgot wad i wanted to blogg.too lazy to blogg too.hurhurs.had band yesterday too.sigh.im really scared.syf.aiyos.i wan a gold.i manage to memorise part of the scoree. (: messed up a couple of times.but kinda ok larhs.eh then had dinner wib laoda and daddy.then went library with esaias and them.hahas.crap alot lors.daddy was aiyos.qian da larh he.hahas.but the pig is kinda cute larhs. (x
im so bored.had com meeting today too.nth to say. (: that stupid guy.hurt his hand again.but gd thing it didnt break again.hahas.or else i wont get my treatt.yawns.singing tml lehs.im so excitedd.hehehehhes.think im kinda mad.since yesterday i suppose.aiyo.think i shall go slp now.got dnt and social test on mon.wanna cry.hahas.mr loh is super evil lors.wants us to chose whether we want on the day when we haf chem test or social.hahas.poor bio ppl.got to give in to ur requestts. =P lalas.rite.byeee!

hurhurs.i finally got my cert.yayyyyy.FINALLY.im so proud.hahas.spent 400 bucks on that.ouch.oh well.its finally over.super fun.got to miss lessons.hurhurs.end up playing heart attack in sp.super funn.hahas.plus its nice placee.but i dun think i wanna take that course larhs.who noes where i`ll end up ritee.sighh.but went for dnt lesson.eyer.i slept againn.sorry.i didnt mean too.hahas.it was really boring lors.should haf known we crapped longer ehh? chem test tml.so freaky lors.urms.is the tagboard going bonkers? i cant tagg.sickeningg.nearly threw up in the bus.cos i read my book.hahas.for a few pages only lors.urghs.me and my car sickness.darns.how i hate itt.siannn.got tuition laterr.so so boredd.wanna studyy.hahas.but aint doing so noww.tsk tsk.hoobastank`s song is repeating and repeatingg.-yawns- sharks.tiredd.

i feel weird.seems that im running away from something.just like the song.matching eh? i dunnoo.stress or somethingg.but i just dunno wadd.wadevaa.shall think wad im feeling abt.sighh.tas

peekaboo.sighh.haven finish my dnt folio.going crazy soon.wanna scream lehs.siannn.wanna go shopping.wanna change hp.hahahas.sighh.temptations ehs? anyway.dan came for yf yesterday.hahahas.so funny.that cute lil sharp sharp thingy pointing out.at least timothy better.still got hairr.dan`s like teddy bearr.lalas.im so gladd.i finish my turn to chair.i was so scared lors.finally i prayedd.wheeeeee.yes.shall do it again soon. (: hmmm.think i wanna go get baptised like the next half of the yr.yarhs.so full.had just eaten dinner like 4 hrs ago.and im still bloated.eekkky.got curry plus beef stew.yummy.but its leftover from fri larhs.haaas.but its still yummy.not bad liaos.so so boredd.going singapore poly tml to get my cert i tink. (x oh ya.speaking of poly.i went to nyp`s open hse.so cooll! loved it.hahas.linda`s so pretty lors! ahemm.hahas.serious.super friendly.yayyy.then we took pics.hurhurs.yaaa.nyp not badd larhs.can considerr.

oh.my bro got a hp.like durhs.msg me 'hi sis'.wasting sms lors! hi card somemore.wanna strangle himm.i paid for the cardd.durhs.im gonna control wad he uses.hahas.if he msgs any of u.just dun reply him.hahahahas.im being evil.wadevaa.still cracking my brain for more ideas for dnt.yas.sigh.i msg-ed jL and asked if he is interested in going to church.shoots.he`s a taoist and his sis is a christian.so wad the lors.aiyaa.hopefully his sis can go brainwash him.hahahas.nvmm.shall ask others then.alrite.shall go now.ciaos then.

yayyyy! finally.tml no sch.yipee.so happy.hahas.going gym tml.running againnn.so excitedd.lalalas.anyway.mdm azlinah is really....sighhhh.no words to describe her liao larhs.put me in the stupid talentime grp.total disgrace.she wants US to sing in chinese.which is worse lors! we`re gonna screw up during auditions if possible.hopefully mdm azlinah is not theree.hmm.kenneth and fernny came over today.sch of rock is sooo nice lors.i love the songs.hahas.so cool.oo embarassing lors.these two pigs went into my room.when all my clothes are in a mess.arhhhh.so paisehhhhh! should haf known i packed it earlier on.sighhh.hahas.fernny kinda slipped.aiyo.so cutee.gd thing kenneth didnt see arhs. =X rites.gtg.ciaos then

sighh.my tummy seriously hurts.its super acidic.got all moody during chinese lesson.lots of hw to completee.band tml.might haf my crappy mood swings again i guess.i hope the sec 1`s behavee.no eng and ss lesson again.wonder wad happen to mr tan.no tuition today too.its on thurs.sighhh.on that particular time which i wanna go running.

im starting to dislike this girl.dunno wad happen to herr.attitude again.thats y the other time i didnt lend her my tiee.she`ll nv return.she takes stuffs without permission.mood swang during dNt.something is wrong with me.but i dunno wad.hais.too bored i suppose? starting to draw the yfers name on a paper.looks nice and i like it. (: gotta complete my folio.guys are going marina bay on fri for seafood.so not nice of them not to ask us when we girls always ask them.guys ehh? now i noe. (: starting to get cranky againn.urghhh.think im mad.sighh.think im in love with my living room.it looks so nice.im so proud of it. (: just that my room is in a total mess.need to clean it up.ohh.and i hope mdm azlinah goes soon.she dislikes us.we dislike herr.crazyy.she loves to spread stuffs eh.everything also tell 4e.so crappy.i hope mr yeo takes over our class.then we can change the environment of the classroom.cos it looks old and eeekky.we had a lil` discussion during eng period.on wad we`re gonna do b4 and after Ns.we wanna go wild wild wet agaiinn.but there`s no way im gonna go to the wave pool.besides.i might not even go.cos my parents will 'chop' me.yupp. -my cushion is so cool- (: toodles

hey.checking out some poly stuffs.sounds early.but wadevaa.so tempted to go for acting and dancing classes.remember studio wu? yaa.one day 20 bucks.mann.super ex.act 3.10 sessions for 250 bucks? mann.anyway.shall do well in Ns then in Os too.wanna go to nanyang
poly.or maybe republic poly too.aiyoo.wadevaa.

yaaa.sec 1s came on wed.kinda lostt.kenny told me that last yr they left it to the majors to do the recruit job.now im totally lost lors.instruments anyhow putt.aiyooo.i already guessed that if the main band
comes in.they will be super pissed off larhs.see how the sec 1s anyhow put the instruments.tell them not to put like that.still put in that wayy.made the clarinet stand on its bell somemore.wah liaoss.gd thing nv drop.
y soooo subborn onee.so sickening lors.sian 1/2.so glad they didnt come today.hais.sir is leavingg.all becos of the moron.urghhhs.y must she spoil our whole mood?! when we're gonna haf our syf like 3 months time? im soo not prepared yet.im scared.hahas.but i can hold my breathe for 4 bars! whee!! i finally did it.wheee! lols.played the 2nd clarinet and 1st too.hehes.i can playy! wheee!! ahem.wait till the syf is over then i go back to clarinet.i dun mind sticking with the 3rds.i cant stand bass anymore.so boring.hahas. =X

going to wenliang's party tml.and i just remembered that we haven got him a present which we`re be executed for.hahas.aiyoo.guys are totally troublsome larhs.soo difficult to buy a present lors.urghs.ya.mr siah is soooo evil lors.hahas.make us do push ups.using that heavy medicine ball to excerise our arms.ouch.painful mann.drop the ball.do push-ups.put the ball down also do push-ups.big bully larhs.LOL.aiya.excuse me.gotta go.ciaos.

ooo.i just love the song in this blogg.hahas.alrite.having common test tml.compo time.yayy! hahas.gonna go running every thurs.but stef can accompany me this thurs.hais.anyway.had yf on sat.come back home late.mum scolded.not allow to go yf again.urghs.kinda angry.this coming sat got chi yf anni.maybe i`ll just go.wenliang kor having his b`dae partii too.i guess gotta go back early.hais.seee.sch or no sch.still have to come back earlii.haiss.

bought my pencil case.yipee.finally.the previous one was ekky.dirty liao.wad elsee.ohh.im super angry just noww.i noe it isnt my prob.i just dun like ppl who borrows money and nv return.esp when its a huge sum of money.i just can`t stand it larhs.my mum has been lending and lending lors.and they nv return.if im going for CNY celebration.i hopefully pray that i can control.or i`ll started confronting themm.haisss.wadeva it is.i seriously hope its the end of borrowing.hahass.sighh.1 week passed.exams drawing nearerr.eekkyy.feel the pressure already. (:

boo.mann.got time limit of usage of my com.haiss.nvmm.its for my own gd.hahass.oh well.im gonna love maths.im trying to love maths.although i strongly dislike it.durhs.eh ehh.wad elsee.ooo.we`re gonna decorate the classroomm! yayyy! maybe painting it and stuffs.yeahs.interesting.plus maybe we`re gonna haf a fish tank or something larhs.not bad.not bad at all.hehees.

well.came back super early today larhs.thenn.suddenly i had the urge to go running.yayy! and i some how loved it larhs.so nicee.plus music on.hahas.pulled steffi along. (: hahas.we kinda have this stupid idea not to get out of taf.hahas.so i ate alot today.maybe larhs.till i had tummyaches.i wanna stay inside.super fun lehs.can play.hahas.eh ok.we two had lots of things to say.and i kinda enjoy her company.thanks stef. (: hmmm.lessons learnt. -> some guys are eh.totally jerks.yeahs.lols.

wad elsee.oh yaa.my mum is trying to stop me for going choir.cos i gotta prepare for exams and stuffs.hais.still haven decided wad i wanna do.but i wanna sing larhs.mann.oh no.10 mins left b4 i log off.eh eh eh..

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-aziee.hahas.yaa.i cant stand her larhs.aiyos.
-janee.hellos! i finally wrote ur letter.hahas.sch`s fine thanks.how`s urs? (:
-chiuu. hello chiu. (: wahh.play french horn eh? =P thanks for the offer. (:
-fernny. U! hahas.okk.ehh.i got nth to say liao larhs.hahas.

ritee.gotta go.byee! ((:

*cough cough* well.first day of sch.didnt feel as if im in sec 4.even priya thinks so.she super cute larhs.cant stand herr.mdm lee talked to the sch abt some sch stuffs? woww.i day dreamt lors.just that priya made me laugh.hahaa.listening to nsync.long time since i heard from themm.lols.haiss.i still dun like the feeling in sec 4.hahaa.mr tan told us when our prelims and our actually N levels.drawing nearer and nearerr.eekkk.scaredd larhs. (: okokk.

watched ocean twelve today.super stupid larhs.i nearly slept.fernny sleptt.darnss.made me feel like puking cos i was soo dizzy after the moviee.not that matt damon is sooo charming larhs. =X oopss.then we went to borrow chinese storybooks! cos our sch has this ehh.reading thingy.yaaa.system change larhs.then we borrowed books which have english words and hanyu insidee.hahass.i hope no one sees it.or they`ll laughh.

wad elsee.ohhh.i gotta prepare the board by wedd.im sooo deadd.i only printed some pics and drawn some stuffs niaa.haven change the cloth and stuffs.shoots.that means i got to stay back till wed to complete.arghss.besidee.i cant sit infront of the com like forever liao.wed and fri band practice maybe till 8pm? thats so crazy lors.i rather come back on satt.hahaa.serious.haiss.schs.

hahaa.gonna prepare to win too.(: the ehhh.wad do u call that eh? nvmm.may the best man.i mean girl? win.hahaaaa.riteee.nites then

resolutions.
wait.let me recall.ehhhhh.ok
-learn how to pray properly cos its my turn to to chair on 22nd jan.hahas
-practice piano every single day.
-play for teens worship or something.
-readd the bible everyday
-work hard for N levels
-lose weight. [durhs]
-get baptised. [i hope]
-be a good leader in sch
-excel in music.
-ehh.learn the guitarr
-grow taller
-learn how to keep my mouth shut whenever i can
-clear the mess in my room
-change myself
-change room look.

whoaa.more then wad i wrote in the papaerr.hahasss.

durhs.bad hair dayy.didnt take notes for msg today.made a fool out of myself during promo sunday.like kanna scolded like that.then im also totally cheesed off by my dad who thrown my postcards away without my permission.freakin pissed now.urghhs.shall control myself from saying any vulgar words or wadevaa.i just cant stand certain ppl larhs.i can control.but not too long.i can blow off my whole top like.head hurts terribly just noww.like my blood isnt flowing and stuffs.i dunnoo.bad start for me i guess.i hope tml will be better.or i`ll seriously blow my top infront of that moron lee.looking at her makes me feel so cheesed off too.haiyo.i dunno larhs.arghs.nvm forget it.no mood to talk.

eh hello.its 1st jan 2oo5. (: brand new yr.well.just finished writing my resolutions.got abt 8.hopefully i can eh get it done larhs.hmmm.went for vigil service just now.surprisingly i didnt cry.maybe becos im not really close to mrs tow.hais.but its really sad larhs.loving mother and wife.sighh.

had resolution day today.ehh.quite okk.one round of sharing and we went off to vigil service.glad that jared could come.he said he`ll come for yf more regularly.thank God for that lors.prayers were answeredd.think i should learn from charmaine.write down prayer requests.and see how God answers ur prayers.one scary tot.i felt like quitting sch.i cant remember stuffs so well lors.short memory.thats y i always forget stuffs lors.hais.thats y i need last min study to pass my exams or i`ll fail.maybe and maybe not.same old thing.im gonna try hard this yr.but i guess will end up not trying hard enough.urghs.just cant stand myself larhs.maybe i should concentrate on music.thats the only thing im interested in.hais.God willing larhs.shall pray abt it.yaa.nites then. (:

another yr has passed.so fastt.next yr taking N`s.im not really prepared tho.anyway.looking at kenneth`s blog makes me feel sooo tempted to write the same way he did.hahas.no larhs.too longg.but ya.this yr seriously got lots of memories to keep lors.sch stuffs.personal stuffs.even church.i`ve been drawn super close to the yf now.and i must pray in open.hahas.yes yes.wad elsee.got involved in more things this yr lor.i tot it will be pathetic.no rank.no nth.but tada.recruit ic and asst sectional leader.i meann.so glad lors.i was that kind that loves to skip band pracs and stuffs.hahas.yeah.then noww.i dunno.some how got into this ehh.i dunno.which needs me! to change myself.totally.to a much guai guai type.lols.imagine.hahass.okokkk.

wad else.oh.watched kungfu hustle today.hahas.super funny and nicee.but i hate the violent partt larhs.kill here kill theree.aiyos.hahas.then yaa! went to take neos! wheee.cow and daddy joined in the fun.then later joel and george too. (: yayyy.i love bananas and the usual gang to bits.although we can`t really stick to our clicks and stuffs.but...hehes.i dun mind making friends.but depends on the other party larhs.not friendly..then.i kinda siam first.hahass.hmm.oh.had prayer meeting together.tot of joining the adults.but tot it will disturb and stuffs like that lors.then got stuck downstairs.eh yaa.its the first time i actually hear ppl praying and me 'tear-ing' theree.my bro lors.prayed until he and myself nearly cried outt.but the Lord is really very gd lors.kept our lives.true larhs.Jesus is coming again.read revelation? the earthquake part onwards.its true lehs.look at how the other countries are suffering.haiss.im super thankful to God for keeping our lives.cos our lives are indeed in God`s hands lor.wad else.yaa.mrs tow just passed away.sad news.nearly criedd when i received the sms from meijunn.shocking larhs.hais.such a nice lady.but its gd.no more pain and suffering on earth. (: the Lord is with her and my siblings too.i kinda missed them.its been yrs lors.haiss.i feel so silly.didnt noe y i cant pray just now.arghs! realised praying is very easy.but its just that.i dunno wad to say.scared later get stuck in the middle.i`ve been listening to ppl praying.absorbing some stuffs in my headd.hopefully can use next time when i prayy.it seems like i have a phobia of praying lehs.urghs.dunno larhs. (: shall change.

think i shall stop here.hahas.its kinda late.ya.blessed new yr to u ppl~!! studying time for me larhs.die die.hahass.yaaa.and loads of thanks for those around me ya.for being there for me.fernn! thanks for allllllllllllllll the funny stuffs we`re been doing.hahas.i`ll remember it always.we`re gonna do that this yr rite? [2oo5] (: oh yaa.i quitted my role as cho chang.LOL.too badd! =PpP nites!