earcandy*zhangshaohan`yishidemeihao]]


im once again.BORED.shoots.no sch tml againn.sobb.read history yesterday.so boring.so i started doing chem.after one qns i slept. *rolls eyes* how hardworking of me.hahas.brought my bro out just now.urgh.saw that sec 1 gurl again.how irritating. =P sighh.its only 3.12 NOW.time runs slow mannnnnnnnn.

eng oral on wed.tskk.i always add extra words in.ya anyway i got busted yesterday thanks to my brother i think.now my family think i and him; are together.which is NOT TRUE.really not true.ahahas.irritatingg.ss.should haf kept my phone away from my brother.nv listen to my brother.wadeva he says are crap.

oh goshhhh.gonna read my books now.hahas.toodles.4 days leftt ):

earcandy*craigdavid`7days]]

yayyyy.mr loh said that the dnt block will be open EVERYDAY.thank God
lors.teehee.there's chalet on mon which i dun feel like going at all.cos
only 2 girls are going.watched monster in law today.funny and nice larhs.and im not gonna step into northpoint again.its so small,no cinema,no library.hahas.lot 1 is so
much betterr.oh yas.saw that west spring girl again.ss.act soooooo
lian.tskk.too bad mimin and ho didnt see them.both of them went skimming
again.everytime skim not sian mehs? tml they are going
again.aiyos.madness.hahas.

went through some old stuffs since primary sch.hahahas.make me laugh.cos
theres one paper which i asked my music teacher to write something so she
wrote 'dear edith,best wishes to you!' then i wrote 'thanks mrs quek!!!'
-___-" how lame? then my handwriting was big and fat.goshh.oooo.i wrote
down my fav band or songs.i think larhs.repeat and repeat.dunno how many
pieces of paper i wasted.hahas.found this piece of paper of all the emails
i had.sooooooo lame.cos i think i was crazy abt daniel back then.then
wadeva emails he had i also create an account there.sick rite? like some
stalker or something.eyerr.gross.gonna ask daniel one of these days how
sick i was.cos i think i wrote emails to him asking him wad he likes and
stuffs.HAHHAAS.gonna laugh my butt off lors.kids are kids.hmm.gd thing my
skin isnt that thick now.LOL.

aiya.cant find anymore funny stuffs liaos.gonna go watch ella
enchanted.teehees.cyaa!

earcandy*jaysean`STOLEN! (:]]

booooo. ): bad news.i have dnt coursework during the aust. trip.no fair! i
cant get to do lors.shoots.then i only haf 2 more days to complete
everything because i help LGM to check the band attendance listt and
there was nth wrong with it.sad larhs.wasted my few hrs.imagine how much
work i would have completed by today? hahas.i forgot to wait for jannah. ):
diee.gonna msg her and say sorry laterr.lalas.hmm.holiday like no holiday
at all.only give us one or two weeks off.hais.this is the usual sec 4 life
arhs? kinda scary.cos few more months and its prelim time.cant slack any
longer.

gross.my brother is listening to candy shop.ewwww.disgusting
song.anyway.hurhurs.no sch for me on fri cos MTP session is tml.muah ahas.
(: today was kinda funn.cos we had this stupid fund-raising thingy on.b4
upper sec recess started most of the stuffs were like almost sold.only the
half melted ice cream.gross.lol.me and shirlyn hid the ice cream cones cos
we wanted to eatt.so we hid it at the bottom.then we forgot to take and
eatt.till lina and lingli said that there are cones left.lols.cute
larhs.actually shirlyn is kinda nice.hahas.wadevaa.dnt was ok.cos got music
to entertain us. (: mimin didnt come today.overslept.power sehh?
aiyaas.missed out the funn.then yaa! me and jannah were suppose to wait for
lina.so we waited.eat maggi.icecream.and stone.but then no sign of her.so
we went off firstt.tummy was burning cos cold and hot stuffs are
mixed.ewwws. [ this was suppose to be yesterday's post. lalas. (: ]
anyway.i didnt get my report book today.so! got to meet parents lors.but
then my parents aint going cos they said they didnt bother. whoooohoooo.
((: sha lalalas.gonna SLP all day tml.but i tot of going shopping and
stuff.teehee.

sentosa againn! yeap yeap.we decided again.last week of holidays then
go.cos we've got NO time at all.sighhhhhh.im boredd.we've got physics
hw.muah hahas.goody.tata for now. (:

earcandy*thecalling`
whereveryouwillgo]]

urghhh.didnt stay back in the afternoon to do dnt.i mean.i stopped doing like b4 recess startedd.cos i dunno how to continue.and im LAZY to go ask mr loh wads nextt.guess i'll just haf to do it tml or else it wont be done at all.sighh.decided to go sentosa after the ex-2g girls finished their chinese o's. (: excitedd.but hopefully it will be b4 the australia trip thingyy.talking abt that.i forgot to ask mr yeo wads the holiday plan for us.gonna haf prelim oral next week.eeekky.my english slurps* (: hais.gonna pack books to study there.muah hahas.wont be going out too much either.

aiyas.meet the parent session is on again.gonna get it againn.i mean since when i dunt need to meet parents? durhh.think my parents are getting sick of seeing teachers liaos.hahas.oh well.its my life.like i said. lols. durh.i hardly got to see him; for the whole day.we just looked at each other and turn away.then saw him; playing bball and thats it.urghs. i hate sch.i hate dnt.urghhhhssss!



u might have seen.
u might have heardd.
for how i have been
acting these past few days.
im sorry for not being
the good girl u always
wanted me too.
but u know well that i aint
no bad girl.
im sorry if i ever made u upset.
i dunno how u feel
whenever i look into ur eyes.
i guess u wont feel it either
when u look into mine.
im feeling depressed.
i guess the girls knew today
by how i reactedd.
i get moody whenever i sense
something wrong.
i miss youu.
but i know ur studying hardd.
oh well.bad girls dun
get a gd ending. (:

earcandy*gwenstefani`luxurious]]

went to malaysia today.so didnt get to go for tuition.yes! hahas.aiyaas.the trip was ok larhs.not that bad.and not that good.teehee.
sharks.sch tml.no lessons but gotta do dnt all the way. ): i mentioned that in my previous post too i think.hais.boringgg.how i wish i can pon sch tml and slp.tsk.my fingers hurt.played too much of guitarr.the tips are red and weird.ahaas.

wanna shop for winter clothes. ): im going on next sat.booo.hopefully history wont repeat eh.phobia of going far far place and i cant contact him; nanannanananas.boo0o0o0o.

sighh.its life.and im gonna face it. (: nites!

earcandy*britneyspears`everytimee]]

heyy.got back results on thurs.tskk.horrible.i only passed two subjects.eng and chinese and.wtc.dun understand y i failed sci. ): chem finally pass.physics faill.somehow i couldnt cryy cos maybe im used to this kinda results alreadyy.oh well.haven told my parents abt it either.i dun wanna meet that freaking moronic lee.urghs!

boredd.totally boredd.rained today.so yf was cancelledd.tskk.stay home for the WHOLe day.should haf known i went out with ho and mimin.haiss.gonna start studying again on tues.sch days are gonna suck cos from 9 till 5 i'll be in sch.urghs.for dnt larhs.do coursework.pon twice liaos.pon more i'll be killed.i wanted to go soo badly.but aiyaas.i'll be alone if i went cos the rest got express chinese. ): express chinese sucks.they got to speak chi.watch chi tv shows.read chi.everything chi.whoaa.i rather glue myself to eng mann.hahas.

booooo.its only 9.20pm! i tot it was 10 plus or somethingg. ): y time runs sooooo sloww.ok.shall go do some reading liaos. ((: tatas!

earcandy*nothingg]]

ouchh.im having a headache noww. ): anyway.went to sentosa today again.but it was boring larhs.jannah didnt go.so i didnt dare to skim.hahas.beside the malay guys went skimming too. ): and we had to go kinda far away from them cos we dun wanna throw our faces.hahas.aiyaa.but then hoho and others wants to buy a skimboard on friday seh.im tempted too.but then think how seldom i go to sentosa makes me think twice.hahas.oh well.shall decided on thursday then. =P

normal sch day starts tml. (: im boredd.i cant stay at homee.but im too lazy to wake up early in the morning larhs. ): teehee.yepp.gonna slp early tonight. =D

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earcandy*kellyclarkson`hearme]]

im sitting here.thinking abt stuffs and not doing my revision.sometimes lil stuffs just affect me.hahas.i guess things are turning back to whom i used to be.yepp.im slipping away larhs.and i dunno how to get backk.seems like i prefer my worldly life.

true.i dun like sunday school.i rather attend adults class and watch videos abt jerusalem then sit in my ss class and stone.sigh- i've got this feeling that i wanna stop everything.as in stop helping out in kids church.stop going for choir practice.stop every commitment.aiyo.so messy larhs.sometimes i think the surrounding i am affects me too.i feel 'loved' when im with sch friends.secrets are mostly with them too.they understand how i feel when im down.im glad becos of them.sometimes how i wish i was tall.so ppl wont be making fun of me.retroquik wont cos we're almost of the same height although im still the shortest. (: sometimes how i wish i wasnt fatt.so some ppl wont say stuffs abt me.still retroquik doesnt say anything cos they think im nice.and i've got someone with me.i mean they are even closer then my family.im always locked up in my room to do my own stuffs.i dun even talk to my parents often.i've got no one to turn to when im down except retro.wadeva larhs.got complains abt me.let it be.tell.it wont be of any use i guess.

guess this year's resolutions can be throwed away.i bet none will be done.ppl are walking closer to God while i think im slipping away.not that i dont want clarice to go for yf.but there isnt any activites which she can join in and stuff.my mum doesnt understand things.except me to call clarice to join study sessions.like wadeva for? didnt ask clarice in the end.so my nice mum told my dad i didnt have compassion to bring ppl to know more abt christ.aiya fine.my problem larhs.everything also my fault.nags are blardy irritating.i rather drown myself in music.i rather slp and forget everything.but i cantt.

alot of things have affected me ever since the beginning of the yr.or maybe even b4.i dunno.and i dun wish to know.let me live the way my heart wants me to be.hopefully things will turn back the right way it was suppose to be.cos i might not be able to stand it any longerr.

earcandy*hilaryduff'comeclean (:]]

Jesus was born at a nasty town, Bethlehem in a nasty place, the farm. Why there? If He was the Son of God, why there? Jesus had to come, lowering Himself so small so He can reach us, the small, the poor, reach us who are nothing.

There were two men. One of them has so much hatred, he doesn't know why he hates him so much, he could'nt take it, he couldn't help it & he took out his gun & shoot that guy, he became a murderer. This murder beame liquid in the cup.

There was this man who has a mind filled with lust. He saw this girl at the pub who wore mini skirt, looking attractive. He approached her but she rejected him. He was furious, filled w/ anger, he couldn't take it, he couldn't help it, he dissolved drugs into her drink & raped her that night. He became a rapist. This rape became liquid in the cup.

There was this man who is out of his mind, he has many nasty thoughts about his child. He maybe incese or an abuser, corrupting his child, hurting him. He doesn't know why, he couldn't control & this became a sin. This becomes liquid in the cup.

And there was this man who knew no sin, no wrong but He drank that liquid in the cup, just for you & me, to know our pain, our hurts, to be where we are & nasty things we did, we think, He drank it all.

Can you imagine, what God asked Jesus to do at the garden?
His own father said, 'drink it.'
Jesus said, 'No, Father! Let it pass by!
God said, 'drink it, drink it!'
Jesus cried, 'No, Father! Its murder, its rape, its pornography! Its filled with sins! I can't, Father, please! I can't!'
God said, 'DRINK IT NOW!'
Jesus said, 'Let your will be done' and He drank it, just for you & me. Just to go through what we're going through. He has been there before & He wants to be, just because He loves you & me.

There was this girl called Medeline. Everyone called her Meddy. On every Christmas eve, grandma, daddy & meddy would be having dinner that night. After dinner, daddy annouced, 'Gosh! I'm so full, I could hardly move!' then 4 years old, Meddy said, 'but daddy! You've promised me to dance with me tonight & every other night during Christmas Eve!' and daddy said, 'Well, I guess I have to.' So He put on the music & both of them would dance all night on every Christmas Eve. While dancing with Meddy, he thought of his late wife whom meddy resembles so much like her but she passed away while giving birth to Meddy.

Years passed, Meddy fell in love with the guy across the street. On Christmas Eve, she wanted to go out with that guy but daddy said, 'No, Meddy. That guy isn't what you think he is. Besides, we made a deal to dance every Christmas Eve.'. This got Meddy so angry that she left home for that guy even though daddy bought her favourite dress she always wanted. She & the guy left to another town & stayed at his brother's apartment.

One week later, the guy said to her, 'Meddy, I think this isn't going to work out, I dun't love you anymore.' Meddy cried so badly, she had no where to go, she couldn't go home after being angry with dad. She stayed by the streets with only $2 in her pocket. She turned around & saw this girl, counting money & decided to go with her & dance for other people at the nearby pub to earn a living.

One day, at the grocery store, she saw the guy's brother & he said to her, 'Hey Meddy! There's loads of mails for you at my mailbox! Come get it!' Meddy had no idea who it was from. She didn't read it but kept it with her all this while.

On the day of the Christmas Eve, there was another mail on her dressing table while getting ready to dance. She asked who it was from. Her friend said it was a good-looking man whose not so young & well built. At this time, she knew it was her daddy. She opened all the mails she recived the past one year & all it said was, 'Shall we dance again?, love daddy.' She cried & before she knew it, she was at her house. This time, she said to her daddy, 'Daddy, is it too late?' Her dad with tears in his eyes said, 'No, Meddy. Its never too late. Let's dance.' And they danced again.

Whatever we go through, no matter how we doubt Jesus's love for us, He's lways there to ask you, 'Shall we dance again?'. He'll wait for you to come home. Jesus loves you all. (:

-interesting.very interestingg.got it from evan`s bloggie. (:

earcandy*blackeyedpeas'dontphunkwithmyheartt (:]]

ellox! funky! exams are ALMOST over.so im soooooo excited and happy.hahas.cos
i can lac lac abitt.then study again.cos prelims are in july.and im going to
melbourne.even though im having classes or wad cos tickets can be changed. ):
cant waste money.so go lors.sighhh.2 week of erm.i dunno. (:

maths paper 2.hahahahas.im gonna die while doing it larhs.confirm dunno how
to do onee.i mean.i passed paper 1.for like the first time in my ENTRIE
life.(: and its true.teehee.hmm.y must we eat chocos? does it really help to
keep us awake? so lame.hahas.i've been munching chocos lors.sian diao.tml
going to play badminton early in the morning somemore.and gym times are back!
yayyy! hahas.yf tml. (: finally i can go.hahahas.and i cant go for bro`s
concert!!!! ): booo hooooo.but perform well dudee! ((:

guess i wont need to think too much abt stuffs.muah haas.i just think too
much larhs.for no reason lors.i mean.abit of stuff will affect me the whole
day.tskkk.im weird.yeahs.maybe im emotional? msg-ed something wrong to
himm.so he was kinda disappointed.just like that made me think if i was in
the wrong till the next morning.wad a moron.arghhs.but then things went back
the right place when he msged something saying ppl are jealous of me cos i've
got him.so adorableee.! sigh.im in love. LOL. oh well.sentosaaa! in a few
days time.the retroquik seriously wants to buy bikini.LOL.and too badd.i
decided not to buy.save moneyy. (: for my mp3.teehees.then jannah and jas are
going skimming.no fair.i dunno how to skim ): i wanna learn on wed. hahas.
but i dun wanna taste the friggin salt water. =P

oh ya.i want a make over.yepp.like end of this yr.cos im super busy with
exams.whole yr of mugging makes me scared.can dream of books too.hahas.ok.i
wanna go slp NOW.cos ): i've got panda eyes.and im seriously.dunno how i got
those either until lina told me.LOL.rights.toddles!

earcandy*brian mcfadden-realtome(:]]

ouch.i noe im not suppose to be here.but i forgot to bring back my history textbook for tml`s exam.HOW GREAT LORS.my notes are ALL inside. ): but thank God i've got the tys series with me.but not really that helpful.sighh.zul isnt gonna study.maddyy.and i think im gonna be sick.cos i taste rotten eggs in my tummy. *i swallowed the egg yolk cos i didnt like it* now im burping rotten egg`s taste.ewwww.noe how disgusting anot!? i'll nv eat eggs tml. ): i rather swallow the chicken essence.mum bought me clips and chocos.hahas.clip my hair.cos i really hate it.i wanna go cut again.but its gonna waste my money. ): then chocos are for me to munch and poo.yupp.retroquik came over to my place yesterday and today to watch movies and play.wad else.oh ya.few more papers left. (: history.physics.chem.maths paper2.yippee.then its sentosa timee.muah ahas.i miss ahma.mum wont allow me to go her hse on tues.cos she says its dangerous.and she's afraid that i'll end up like janice.so celebrate and ya u noe.dnt sucks.im gonna flunk it.social too.its a CANNOOT MAKE IT casee.yeahss.history will be one soon.sighh.cya soonn.after this week? (:

-IM DEAD.IM MAD.WE'RE MOVING APARTT. ): IM SICK.IM FARTING. (:-

earcandy*bluee`breathe.easy (:]]

ONE DOWNNNN.7 MORE TO GO. ((: BUT 8 DAYS OF EXAMS.CRAZY.DNT AND MATHS PAPER ONE COMBINE.INTERESTING? TEEHEE.BYEE!

-iduncaree.iwannawatchhouseofwaxwithya. ((: urnot16neitherami.hahas.-

earcandy*maroon5`tangled (:]]


NO BLOGGING TILL EXAMS ARE OVERR. ((: CYA PPL ON 17TH MAY.HAHASS.CIAOS.

earcandy*zhangdongliang-lonliness (:]]

peekaboo! hahahhahahas.its sunday! yayy! tml its carwash day! so excited.but i cant wash cars.even if im not coordinating i cant. ): cos my muscles on both arms hurt cos of the monkey bars i playedd.sobb.not fairr.but anyway.i love climbing on monkey bars tho. (:

ok.i`ve decided to sing for weiling`s wedding. (: then go home and study.hahas.so alissa.wanna join me? teehee.yaa.realised when abigail[kua] sings,she`ll put her hands behind her back.so cute and round.adorable. (: open sunday was interesting.cos auntie grace shared on how to eh..i forgot. =X yepp.and then telling us the difference btw ben and dan.aiyaa.but both of them are still smartt.tskk.im jealous.hahas.

cant remember wads gonna happen on tues.i only remembered there`s history testt on WAR! eyer.dun like.but no choice.exams on thurs.hahas.im still like that.excited and nervous.thank God mr loh extended the duedate to next week.ahhh! so happy.so i got the time to do.wheee!

fine.shall read more eng compos now.drowning myself with chim chim words.hahas.then maths time! no.history. ): yaa.cyaa.

-unoeiloveyouu. (:-