stressed stressed stresseddd.
im scaredd.
chinese o`s are like so near.
2 months time!
great.

oh yayy! my period's over. =D
but this whole week wasnt good at all
basically, it sucks can.hahas.
andd i have been having nightmares.grrrs
wanted to watch final destination.but i guess after all the nightmares,
i dun wanna watch already =D
lets see..had common test on monday.chinese.
but guess wad, i failed.16/50
ha.bloody brilliant.how in the world am i suppose to pass chinses for Os man.
tskk.
tues and wed, had band.
sorry to say this,
but i seriously start to dislike band alot
not sirs.not the teachers, but the members.
actually, a few handful of members lar.
the rest are okay to me.
i only enjoyed playing together in main band and crapping with melody,huimin and guoliang.
i detest fallin in and out.
it gets on my nerve everytime.
thurs, ip coachingg blah blah blah..
then i also start to dislike that sec 3 girl.
actually tot she's a very very nice girl
but suddenly, she turns unfriendly and proud.
and others say she's flirty.totally disgusting
wad a prefect. tsk!

then fri, reported at 6.15 for the stupid annual road run thingy.tot i was late
weirdly, the sch was like so quiet.
and no one told me the time changed to 6.3o.bloody brilliant.
how nice.
that two emcees, tsk! wads with that face.
i also noe band very noisy.but y give that stupid face.urghs.GIRLS.
pig poo poo.
went to stadium as usual.
late again, cos i overslept.teehee.
watched kranji badminton's tournament.
yayyy- they won hwachong. =D brilliant.
played a few mins of badminton.think i pulled a muscle.
cos it hurts alot when i play badminton.sigh
then watched the guys play street soccer again.
then had dinner at yewtee again.
one out of so many 'activities' are okay to me.
the rest are totally horrible.

sighhs.i really hope tmr's gonna be a new start.
fri is gonna be our sports meet.
and i've decided to be enthu this yr.hahas
anyway its my last yr really.
teehee.nighthawk must win lar.
we always dun get something nicee
teeheehee.

oh my mum told me to rebond my hair again.
yayy! this time im not gonna use my own money.
-beams-
this is so exciting. =D
and i've just remembered i've got loads of hw not done. ):
plus tests! physics tmr.chem on tues and social on wed.
booooo! how friggin nice.
okay.shall go mug do hw now. ciaos!


what then is a beautiful disaster?
im gonna loosen my grip on you.

oh mannn.
i feel uncomfortable.
my nose hurts after all the blowing.
stupid flu is back.GRRRRR-
irritating.besides had a whole day of sports on friday with lots of 5a ppl and a few of non 5a ppl.hahhaas.
man! my body is aching!
then went to resign from fish and co yesterday.
was kinda guilty when iris asked us to work.
but then we went there to resign instead.
can sense that she wasnt really happy abt it.
so me and lina decided to buy her late bday present.
then raymond treated us.
the ice cream didnt really taste that nice after all.
): saddening.
hahahas.
mann.i feel so sick lor.
tskk.
and there's chinese common test tmr.
arghhhhh-
gd thing there isnt any much hw.
if not i dun need to go to sch tmr already.hahas.
kayy.shall rest my nose.ciao.

this is so wrong.
i just wrote a chinese compo abt how bad teens using blogs and stuff and im here.
ha.damn.
cant get my mind straight.
my mood swings even worse now.
every slightest thing ppl do to irritate me, i'll be pissed.
wads wrong with me anyway?
urghs.everything is getting on my nerves.
school.friends.parents.LIFE.
i practically have no life i suppose.
a 'great' thing happened today.
my mum took my phone again and checked the msgs.
WADS WRONG WITH PARENTS MAN!
i've totally got NO privacy.
URGHHHHH.
pls, i wanna be FREE.
not that im not free from all this but, again, ITS GETTING ON MY NERVES.
and one last thing.
IM NOT WITH HIM; wads the problem with my mum mann!
i just dont understand.
URHGHHHHHH.
im going madd sooner or later.
and tmrs valentines day.
hur.y do ppl get break ups b4 v's day?
guys dont wanna waste money on girls isnt it.
sigh.
i can just vent my anger here man.
i hate everything.
im just not content although yesterday's sun sch tells us to be contented and to thank God for everything.
but, i just dun get the gd sides.
and another thing.
i shall resign from fish and co.
norman has been transferred.denise also.
all the GOOD ones are gone.
SO SAD.so, i shall resign.





MAN.IM GOING MAD.
i failed social when everyone was like passing and almost passing.
dunno wads wrong with me.
got 6/25.
wth.and i actually studied.URGH
maths is another goner.
suddenly my mind went blank today.
so i didnt do that stupid paper.
i just drew the coordinates.
im getting depressed and its only feb.
cant imagine how long i'll survive lar.

1st feb already.how time flies mann.
tmr's my dad's bday and i haven got anything for him yet as usual.
teehee.
hmmms.
going for ngee ann poly's openhse tmr(:
oh and im having second thoughts abt whether to join the band concert anot.
cos of Os and everything.sighhh.
cant decide mann.but one gd point is that we dun get to wear that ugly band u for concert!
oops.did i just say UGLY? (((:

mannn.got loads of hw nowadays.its kinda driving me crazy):
finished LOADS of qns for maths.
now im left with eng corrections.
i wanna pon sch mannn! im so dead tiredd lorr.
slept during physics lesson today.cos i could stand it any longer.

wad else..
ohhh! im back in taf.
fantastic.
and i just made myself puke out wad i ate just now.
so, now my throat hurts.urghs.
darns.
so other ppl who are not suppose to be in taf are in taf.
why arhh.dumb sch.

oh.i've got this blardy mood swing today.
got pissed with every single person.
madness.
i think its all the hw i've done lar.
AHHRHHHHHRHRHSGGGHHHHGHGHGS.
STRESSEDDDD LARRRRR-