ah yes. hello hello.time for updates i guess?
im now at home.pon sch today!
to just specially do dnt.heh.
right.starting from yesterday.
er.churchie as usual.had discussion during sunday school
and its my turn to take the next round.
& the topic is gonna be sexual morality.
aww man..hate that topic.gonna go against having sex before marriage.
hahaha.jared is gonna take towards it. gd luck eh jared ;DDDDD
wadeva,guess i can plan wad to do the next month.
alrite.went home changed and grabbed lappie, folio and i went out.
met han.hinteck.sean deep and kaibing in jurong.wanted to go to the library and do folio, but sadly, there isnt anymore space.
damn.so we ended up in mac.
didnt really do much luh.was laughing and laughing all the way.
snapping photos of each other,then continued to do work.
till around 6 plus and the guys went back.
leaving me and kaibing to continue doing our work.then kaibing's friends came over.
so i stopped work and watched [er zhou ju zhi wen] heh heh hehs.
finished part 2 in a day.cos i skipped and skipped.so yeahs.
end of sunday.

saturday, went back to sch to do dnt again.
then went for band.er.nothing much to say.
but the clarinetist were crying.hahas.my dear girls are so cute.
elanie told jane to fail o levels so jane could stay and help the clarinets.
hahas.so cute luhs.
talk talk, crapped crapped and i was back in dnt block.
doing folio..then i had mood swing.
perharps i was too tired luhhs..
end of saturday.

friday, chem and maths paper 1 mock prelim.
think im gonna flunk chem.probably because i didnt study more.
didnt go thro wad shasi taught.
damn i regretted.
maths paper 1, did a few qns.suddenly felt that its getting difficult and difficult, so i offically [luan luan lai]
anyhow do lor.seriously, i dont understand luhh.
tsk.then..wad did i do..er.dnt i suppose? ah yes.dnt.
then went out to do dnt in yewtee mac.yah.till around 9 plus.
end of friday.

thursday, social and maths paper 2 mock prelim.
ehs.social was stupidly stupid.i didnt noe how to do.
wad i studied, not a single shit came out luh.
damn.and paper 2, was okay.but i dont noe if im gonna pass or wad luh.
sigh.sucks.thennn.cant remember.think dnt again..
boring luhs.
then had tuition.met kaibing.
went to pizza hut.heh.crapped and crapped.
then han and hinteck came and joined us.
then off we went to tuition.
nth much.was revising maths and social.hahas.
end of thursday.

wednesday.
er.chem & physics prac? yes.slept so so nicely till 9 plus 10.
and physics prac was like so shitty.
and i burnt my fingers.dont know why i touched the testube which i just heated over the bunser burner.
really dont know why.and my skin turned white.hahas.
really really hurts.
wanted to cry, but i didnt.
im a strong girl! hahahas. ah yes.
but ya.after the whole whole thing, it started to really hurt even more.
darns.
then i just home straight i think.yeahs..
end of wednesday.

monday and tuesday,
sch as usual luh.
and of cos not forgetting dnt-ing -.- boring.

alrights.time for another post.
hmms.tmr's gonna be the o level oral.
wow.im excited & nervous at the same time.
this oral needs to help me get my A's.
urghs shit, i've got not much vocab to use luhhhhhs.
sian diaos.

er.this few days sucks luhhs.
doing folio & folio only.
hahas.and i've havent got any progress.
shit-ish eh?

haiya.stress can.
how i wish i wouldnt need to take o's luh.
how i wish i was smart and i just get into college like zoom.
damn.but i dont like jc tho.study so much.
yucks. rubbish! ;p

fine.back to my folio now.
MOCK prelims coming! and so is the ACTUAL ONES!
urgh damn whee-ness.
okay.bye

earcandy for today- F.I.R [北极圈]

ah yes.here for another post.
so yes, i've decided to retake.
tho there's always this tiny feeling that
im soooo gonna regret taking chinese again.
you know, its difficult when your hovering between two stuffs?
yeahs.but still, no choice means no choice lor.
wad else can i do. absolutely nothing already.
just read and listen to chinese again.
damn.i bet my eng is sooo gonna die.
damn and there goes my mass comm.
URGHS.

anyway.one thing im glad abt.
dnt artefactTT! okay lar.
im gonna finish it like soon.
so yes! i've got time to do folio and study for the REST
of my subbies already.
noo time no timeee!
mock prelims and prelims are like one or two weeks more!
darns.but yes! its alllllll before my birthday.
ahhh.thank u sch for that birthday present.
really appreciate it.HAHAHAHA.
brilliant.

okay bye.
i've wrote my si han like halfway and im here
typing english.wheeee!
love u ppl.take care!
& thanks for the concern (:

yes.updated again.
those days which i havent been updating,
may be due to some good cause,
and some, a bad cause.
cant remember anything.
my mind is in a blank now.

my mind is so empty.
couldnt believe im gonna retake chinese again.
my utmost feared subject besides math.
i thought i would be able to clinched that b3.
who would ever noe,
c6 would be stamped on that piece of paper,
stoned and tears rolled down.
u know how stupid it its to think of suicidal.
utmost retarded idea.
noo.just us in the toilet crying our eyes out.
oral was expected.
a passed.yeah i noe i would get that so well.
my irritating language, my stupid way of speaking chinese.
cant handle it.i cant..
i dont want a c6.
causes an embarassment for me.
i wouldnt wanna play anymore.
im gonna start mugging.
i noe its late..but, no choice.

still thinking abt it.
still considering abt it.
some asked me to retake,
some asked me not to..
so who should i hear and follow from?
my mind and heart is in a mess.
i cant decide.i cant.
two more days to decide and its final.

sighs.no mood now.
cant stand the sight of ppl not taking chinese anymore.
makes me tear..urghs.
hate it so damn much.
takes up all my other time.
fat hope, fat hopee..