Sunday, October 21, 2007

There's nothing my God cannot do (:

Beautiful Lord, wonderful saviour
I know for sure, all of my days are held in Your hands
Crafted into Your perfect plan
You gently call me, into Your presence
Guiding me by, Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes
I'm captured by, Your Holy calling
Set me apart
I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray
Take me, Mold me
Use me, Fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hands
Hold me, Guide me
Lead me, Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand



Wow, I was talking to my mum last night
And today's message was about God's plan (:
Something which is very similar to what the woman talk is about.
School (where to go next?) , the future job(what is my next job?) and even relationship.


Well, even before the opening door/chance which God gives,
We should question ourselves on how we're walking with God..
Like Paul, we should pray without ceasing,
" We are always to keep our hearts in a praying frame"
God desires the best for all of us and so,
Even when we've got closed doors,
We should thank God for it.Cos it might not be what He wants..


Hmm.. I don't know how to say,
But I guess it’s really what I should do.
Those who don’t believe in Christianity would think that it is ridiculous.(see I can read your mind. Hehehehehs)
But you know, I guess we’re less stressed and burdened about the future because why?
We’re following what God wants us to be/do, it is His plan..
So, we don’t need to think soooo much till our brain cells have to reproduce twice the time it should reproduce. HAHA.
And you’ll will still ask why I’m always stressing about everything even though I’m saying that everything is going according to God’s plan and stuffs..
Hmm.. good question though.
But you know, we’ll have this thinking that God has soooooooooooo many people to listen to, and we wonder if our prayers reached God or whether God has heard it.
And that’s why we should remember that God is omnipotent, omnipresent.
What? Don’t believe? Try praying to my God and see if he answers your prayer (:
But of course we got to remember that we don’t pray for ridiculous prayers like ‘help me to pass my exams with flying colours’ and then you don’t study. HAHA, tell you, when I was younger, I used to do it man.
And you know what, I failed a few exams. Ya, I know people will say that ‘but you say God answers to all your prayers what..’
Correct, but what is the intention behind every prayer? What is the motive of you praying for this particular thing? If you just want something to happen and expect God to give it to you, won’t the whole world be different? Everyone could pray for wealth, health etc.. wow, imagine us having lots of money and longggg life. HAHA, NONSENSE SIALXZXZX.
If that can ever happen, I’d just pray for a lot of money and that particular guy. *LOL*


But of course, we’re still humans, we’ll still feel that God doesn’t exist because we don’t see him. And the reason why we can’t see him is because He is too almighty and too powerful to be seen. He can even hold the world in the palms of His hands. Have you ever heard of that song before? People has been demanding and asking Christians ‘ If you claim that your God is so great, ask Him to appear before me, I will only believe when I see him’ I'll be like, 'wow, so daring sia..'
It’s because they don’t know what happen to Saul in the olden times when God appeared before him. That bright bright light caused Him to be blind! *and thats how God appears to be okay*
Those imbeciles (LOL, no choice but to use this word) don’t know the result of seeing God eh? Remember those who had the encounter with God, they had fear in their hearts and they fell down on their knees, trembling.. we all should have the fear..
I mean, God is suppose to be great isn’t it? See the other religions in the world, they also bow down and er.. I don’t know.
Hahahas, apparently, they don’t know about the story where the people who lived during the BC years. What did they do? Well, they and Elijah, a prophet* (hey, I love this story by the way :D) they went to a mountain called Mt Carmel and they had this kind of a ‘challenge’. * a prophet means that this particular person is able to interpret or brings commands from God and they know the future because God told them so.


Okay, wait, before I continue, Elijah believed in the same God as me and the people in Israel which at that period of time, believed in Baal, which is a er.. golden statue with er.. (oh no, I can’t remember what Baal is) but I think Baal is a baby.. goat!?!?!
OKAY I DON’T REMEMBER LAH, I KNOW IT IS A ANIMAL. Anyway, Elijah, told the people who believed in Baal the baby goat, to choose one young bull, and cut it into pieces, placing it on the wood and put NO FIRE under and call on the name of their god, which is Baal the baby goat. (Eh, remember this is wayyyyyyy back before any lighter was invented okay. Its like.. year BC?! You know BC lah hor :P)
Eh ya, and then the people did exactly what Elijah said.
And Elijah also had a young bull which he did the same thing which what the rest of the people did. And no, he didn’t play cheat lah okay. Hehe.
So, the people were practically calling and praying to Baal to hear them and send fire to consume the young bullock. And Elijah did the cutest thing ever. Lol, he told them “ hey, cry louder! Maybe your god is talking to someone else, or maybe he is sleeping or maybe he’s on a journey to somewhere” HAHA SO CUTE!
And the people, being so dumb, they really did cry out aloud and they even slash themselves with knives until blood was practically gushing out from their wounds! Eeww.. but DUH, still no answer from Baal. But they are quite pitiful lah, they prayed to their god from morning allll the way to evening and still no answer ): awwww…


And I think Elijah was rather sian-ed. Hahahas, because he asked the people to follow him because it was his turn to call upon his God. He took 12 stones and built an altar in the name of the Lord and he made a trench around the altar. Then he did the same thing that the people of Israel did, chopping the bull and stuffs.. and he filled 4 barrels of water, and poured it on the bull(which was then in the past, called as sacrifice ya). and he asked the people to pour it 2 or 3 more times so that the trench was filled with water.
Ya, we are smart people and we know that water and fire cannot clap hands lah right. So it was rather weird, but then Elijah prayed to God, asking God to hear him so that the people might know that God is the true God.
Because the people don’t believe right, so its time to show them who’s the real God ((((:
AHA! Then, the fire of God came and consumed the burnt sacrifice the wood, the stones, the duct and licked up all the water that was in the trench!
Its unbelievable for us because we don’t get to experience it ): but the people who saw, practically fell on their faces and worshipped God.


Wow.. true true, a lot of us might be wondering if this is just a story to show that God is ‘real’ but He is really real what.
Just that you haven’t experience the love of God over you and what shows that He is real is through the prayers that He answers.
Hehes, sometimes, I really feel that I’m blessed to be born in a Christian family.
Although you know, I did not believe that God was real last time until I realized that I was wrong!
Its really cool to know that someone knows your heart and what you’re thinking (:
Shall tell you all more about my life and how I did believe in God, although people thinks that God is so not real and even believing in something else ): why not try prayer to your own god and see if he answers you.
But of course, I’m not saying that my God answered my prayers like immediately. My God answers in a different way.
He shows me the way, and somehow, I feel like I’ve been knocked in my head~ Cause I’ll be like ‘ ehh, isn’t this what I prayed for?’ and that is how I know that my prayers are being answered, through small little little things! Its really amazing to find out things slowly(:


RIGHT! I SHALL GO SLEEP NOW. ITS LIKE 12.48AM ALREADY ALTHOUGH I HAD A NAP IN THE AFTERNOOOOON :D I’m still rather energetic though. Hehehs, okay, more story telling next time. And anyway, this is what I know and personally feel. Don't agree to it then don't agree loh.. Never mind one loh. hahahahas.
Good night! :D

*my God is so big, so strong and so mighty there nothing my God cannot do. What about yours? (:*

sighs.

why am i always feeling that there's not enough time for me to finish my stuffs?
this week is a horrible week, i'm like.. so tired.
songs for service tmr is really fast and i've got no time to practice.
managed to get daniel to help me play this week.
thank God that he helped, if not i'd just screw up even more.
pray that next month's UT is not gonna be so sickening.
if not i cant play piano next month again, zzz..
& i haven't got to memorise my lines yet and i need to get them at the back of my head by next wk.
and there's UTs as usual and stuffs ):
and im choing for talks every single day.
i seem super kiasu, but i want to clear everything by year 1, or maybe year 2.
lesser time to CS too, because of the things that we've got to search and do during 2nd break out.
at least we still have breakfast together during first breakout though (:
i'm also saving money so that i'll be able to shop in phillipines.
so im refraining from spending money for now (:
speaking of phillipines, school break really starts on 15 dec.
so im going to miss 2 UTs during that week ):
its culture and enterprise though.. but im still worried lahs =/
i very kiasi one.. hehes (:
anyway, have you seen Sun Ho's MV ' China Wine' ?
its abit weird though =/ calls herself a pastor somemore.
errrr... im like speechless lah.

okay im damn tired now..
tmr still got service and rehearsal for the singing cast.
yawnxzxzxzxzx, nights..

Thursday, October 18, 2007

random post..

did i mention that when i say i missed someone,
i'll get to see that someone the next day?!
isnt that coolxzxzxzx?!?!?!
okay fine, wth.

its been a tiring week and i'm totally exhausted..
chiong all the SUI! talks to earn stupid points. =/
oo, im sleeping in my brother's room today and he's sleeping with ahma.
rather cool though. small and cosy. hehehe :D

sigh, sometimes being 18 makes no difference lah.
i was told that i was grounded because i went home late :O
(but like no difference lah)
yes, dont laugh.
but thinking about it, i rather come home early too.
my place is rather quiet and creepy.
i feel scared when i go home alone too..
so maybe i should go home early eh.
and i dont really like stay out so late.
cos i'll be like damn tired luh..
maybe i should have my own curfew.
like be home by 12am latest.
i need sleep too. haha.
im rather disciplined right :D

& one more thing..
another rule,
i will not fall for a guy who is younger than moiiiiii =/
its a pity though. but hahaha,
dont ask me why.

hmm, haven memorized my lines for the musical yet.
but i can roughly remember bits and pieces of it..
aiya, i was wondering if i'll be able to take basic theory by this year,
but im super lazy and i dont want to remember more stufs except for the lines for the musical.
for now though :)

okay shall stop here.
having a test tmr ):
boring......
& one more thing,
do you guys even read my blog?!
i mean, drop a comment or something lahh.
i dont like tagboxes you know.
comment and say hi lah.
so mean siah :P
bye!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

This is bad.

Okay, this is real bad..
I’ve just RANDOMLY checked the academic calendar and I found out that school will end on the 15th of dec which is the date when I’ve be flying back from the Philippines.
Okay, so it seems like I’ve been cheated.. WTH!
NOW HOW SIA. I STILL GOT TWO FREAKING UTs ON DURING THAT WEEEEEK!
And yes, I’ve booked the tickets ALREADY.
AHHHHHH! mad, means I've got to do well for daily grades and the other UTs liao!
Can't go in peace already. zZz..

Computing test was a goner today.
Everything I've learnt didn' come out lah
What in the beautiful world ):

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!
):
WO HAO NAN GUO!
BYEBYE.

& I missed you. I don't know why..

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

its gonna get better..


Aww, I miss jeron ):
I still do. Hehehes..
Anyway, I'm watching wo ai hei se hui now and typing this
Muahahas :D
Okay, school's good with class and CS. hehehes :D
And this week has been goooood.
OH! JOIN FACEBOOK YO!
okay, back to my show.
BYE! :D

Thursday, October 04, 2007

TGIF TMR!

AWESOME OR WHATTTTT.
Okay, School was rather boring today.
But it wasnt so bad when we all started to play CS in class.
Hehehes, :D
I've been really sleepy this few days.
I think since last week already -.-
When I sleep early, I'll be even more tired :O
Anyway, I've so damn motivated to learn breakdancing now.
I watch too much of Bang Bang Tang already.
The guys are fantastic in breakdance and popping.
& there's this girl who is like 14 years old and she does break dancing!
Eeeeek, envy her okay.
I'm damn pissed about all the fats on me.
I WANNA GET RID OF EM'
So I can dance without being pai seh.
HAHAHAHAHHAS.
And I've yet to take Basic Theory for driving.
I'm super lazy to read through the book and book the time also.
Hopefulllllly, I will do it soon lah..
Ok, I'm super sleepy now.
Shall go zzz now.
Ciaos.
certain things made me happy this two days.
you, you, you and you tooo!
hahahahhhas.
happy happy.