oh wow, its been long since i've stepped here,
and its rather dusty yeah? (:
well, i've been stuck with livejournal all this while.
hmms, if you'd ask how's life ever since i've last posted,
well, the answer is, it sucks.
seriously, its 99% of sad, depressed feeling and 1% for happiness.
i know its the wrong way to feel when we're supposed to have JOY in us.
apparently, i dont feel that while. im joyless ):
but, i shall find my JOY back... it should take a rather long time though.

anyway.. adv theory in april and im practising driving now.
rather exciting and im anxious to obtain my license (:
hmms, and i'll be going to malaysia to enjoy,
to miss the sickening CNY visitations to relative houses who doesnt even bother calling you over to go for reunion dinner. f-ed up.
freaking pissed and i believe i'll ensure they'll return our bloody money back.
shitty people who spoils my mood.
i have no relatives. i have no love. i have no best friend to share my troubled moments with.
i, wanna migrate ): how i wish i can...

sighs, thats a reason for goodbye man.
happy CNY to those who have relatives and family to celebrate with.